Who's the bunny?

kidferal @ 2009-12-26T14:33:00

2009-12-26T19:33:30Z

turns out banjo is a whole lot easier than classical violin. on the flip side, it's a heck of a lot harder finding sheet music for a banjo than it is for a violin. are you trying to tell me mozart didn't include a picking section in his symphonies? get out of town. i'll make it work.

kidferal @ 2009-12-07T21:44:00

2009-12-08T02:44:02Z

self importance will get you somewhere someday. i'll keep dreaming.

getting it off my chest.

2009-11-25T20:17:19Z

for some reason or another, the boys that have wronged me always come crawling back, the same way a criminal returns to the scene of the crime. and i always react the same way, cordial but distant. and they always shrink back to wherever they came from without any satisfaction. hopefully they come out of these things with more of an understanding about relationships and i wish them better success at functioning as a human being.

on that note, i don't appreciate it when these boys come crawling back to me when i am currently with someone who i am putting my trust in and he is putting his trust in me. it's disrespectful to both of us. when you hurt me the first time, you're wrong to think you can contact me and make things better between us. you ruined it, live with it and learn from it.

also, to those of you who have my new phone number, don't give it out to any guy who asks for it. i was enjoying never getting phone calls or drunk texts. even if that guy locks himself in a bathroom crying for 10 minutes. let him cry, i'm glad it finally sunk in that thick head that he sucks at life.

kidferal @ 2009-11-22T17:38:00

2009-11-22T22:38:26Z

I never realized how much teen movies from the 90s pushed underaged drinking.

woke up with hunger pangs

2009-11-20T06:33:21Z

so I challenged myself to the saltine challenge. I almost made it.

I'm going back to sleep now, night.

oldboy

2009-11-19T03:15:26Z

"even though I am worse than a beast, don't I have a right to live?"

this movie has so many good lines.

kidferal @ 2009-11-15T01:26:00

2009-11-15T06:26:14Z

kidferal @ 2009-11-14T13:15:00

2009-11-14T18:15:18Z

sometimes i get the feeling that modern technology has taken on a soul and it knows me and it purposely fails everywhere i go. or maybe i'm magnetized.

this guy knows what i mean.

kidferal @ 2009-10-12T00:57:00

2009-10-12T05:03:49Z

just for today, i don't wanna consider what the future may or may not hold. i haven't felt this happy for years. i wanna hold on to that feeling. just for today.

kidferal @ 2009-10-06T18:40:00

2009-10-06T22:46:24Z

i need some advice, if you've got it. for my english class, i've got to print out a copy for each of my classmates of ANY excerpt from ANY literature of my choice (excluding magazines and whatnot).
should i go with my anti-civ political choice? or my sentimental beautiful choice?

kidferal @ 2009-09-19T21:58:00

2009-09-20T02:04:51Z

there's nothing more satisfying and reassuring to a hot-off-the-press couple than a complete stranger tellin ya that "you guys make a really cute couple...i'm sorry, i just had to say something."

we win.

snap

2009-09-16T06:00:12Z

"oh happy day"

kidferal @ 2009-09-12T16:48:00

2009-09-12T21:04:44Z

today i talked with a survivor of Normandy. he was one of those crazy paratroopers they made that Band of Brothers series about. it was strange for me to talk with someone who was actually there after years of reading books and watching stuff on TV about it. in a sense he made it easier for me to grasp that it actually happened. cause it's a pretty intense event to digest. ya know?

kidferal @ 2009-09-06T14:57:00

2009-09-06T18:57:52Z

kidferal @ 2009-08-29T14:09:00

2009-08-29T18:10:33Z

the new miley cyrus song is catchy as hell. but you didn't hear that from me.

kidferal @ 2009-08-26T19:12:00

2009-08-26T23:17:59Z

isn't it funny when you've already HEAVILY made out with someone and then you come to hangout with them and just talk to them for hours and find that you actually have a crush on him and find out he has a crush on you and yet you're still awkward and can't make the first move?

yea, it's fucking hilarious. now i can't even go to chemistry lab because my head is buzzing on a borderline migraine and my body is shaking with anticipation. shit.

who turned the world upside down?

2009-08-20T22:59:41Z

-alyse sent me a text message five minutes before the movie started to tell me that she wasn't going anymore. major bummer.
-jamie showed up at my window at 2somethingAM last night wanting to hangout. mind you, she drove from rva. i like friends like that. for once someone does something outstanding for me. gives me some hope for friendship.
-i start my very full work/school schedule tomorrow at 9am. well actuallyyyy i have this saturday off, which i'm taking to drive to richmond and hopefully do a condensed soup trip in about 12 hours. cause i gotta be at work the next morning. after that, i literally have zero days off for who knows how long.
-as if i could sink any lower, i am now addicted to vampire wars on facebook. PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME! it's strangely satisfying.
-i still want that harry potter tattoo. and hey! if you haven't noticed yet it's almost my birthmonth. you might just wanna consider making this tiny but significant wish come true for an oh so deserving birthday princess. i might even make you homemade vegan deep dish apple pie with homemade vegan caramel sauce...when i find that i have 5 hours to spare. hahaaaa, right!

kidferal @ 2009-08-13T16:44:00

2009-08-13T21:05:01Z

i've been telling people about this cartoon since 9th grade. well...here it is.

don't laugh at me...

2009-08-03T16:35:42Z

i've been considering this for months now and i've made my decision. i want another harry potter tattoo.

who knows when it will happen but it's got to. GOT TO!

things that should be obvious by now

2009-07-25T07:39:38Z

-don't get emotionally attached to a wastoid when you're trying to be sober. it robs you of a lot of time and energy.
-when you drive 100 miles to be with a guy and he ditches you for 5 hours to have a few drinks with his ex, don't meet up with him later and act like you're not completely humiliated and crushed. run away. as quick as you can.
-when you know a guy is brain dead, don't try to pull the "oh he's just quirky" card. he really is that brain dead.
-and when he tells you he's gonna be sober for 7 days, do not get excited. because you will get a text message saying something to the tune of "im getting mojitoed for free at tapas, shit's poppin off" followed by, "i'll start tomorrow." within 24 hours of the previously mentioned declaration. that's when you should not be worried and there for him but instead you should drop it like a '64 impala.

tonight i went to a dance party in hopes the noise would drown out my thoughts of joe. when i left the party, the thoughts were still there but they were accompanied with a cloud of second hand smoke and a distant ringing in my ears. i decided i needed a good "cleansing" in some salty bay water. presently, i no longer smell of smoke and i finally grasp the issue at hand. it will never work out with joe...or any party-punk for that matter. i want to simply be healthier and explore the world more. he wants nothing more than to get to that happy place every evening via 211 and whiskey. sincerely, no thanks.

kidferal @ 2009-07-20T23:38:00

2009-07-21T04:06:10Z

it's a link to some pictures i took on a walk to the library today. there's only a few but i felt like sharing them.

kidferal @ 2009-07-13T10:32:00

2009-07-13T14:57:50Z

i got the highest grade (and the only A) in my summer chemistry course. i'm one itsy-bitsy step closer to living on mountain-tops in the most remote corners of the world for the rest of my adult life. telescopes and calculators, here i come!

kidferal @ 2009-07-05T16:47:00

2009-07-05T20:56:15Z

i attempt a relationship and i get hurt. i get scared of relationships and i hurt people. i face my fears and i get hurt. it's a vicious vicious cycle, this dating business.

kidferal @ 2009-06-29T00:37:00

2009-06-29T04:46:58Z

i just went on a date without even realizing it.
he leaned in and gave the most awkward kiss ever.
i leaned away and told him why i didn't return it. it got more awkward.

a guy came up to me in 7-11

2009-06-25T03:22:23Z

and asked me where i can get that chronic.
"heheehhh...what?"
"aaahhh you know..."
"ooo, you're referring to my eyes being so red! naa, that's that chronic chlorine i've been swimming in for the past 6 hours"

"oh."

RYYYYTE!